I'm Corey Scarpa. I was fortunate to live in a good life style. I have family and friends that love me. I get whatever I want what, most of the time. I'm getting an education and a full scholarship to any school in Oklahoma if I keep up with the requirements. I never had the problems of drugs, or alchohol, or hating my apperance, or any kind of disorder or unhealthy addiction. One could say I'm a completely normal person. The thing is just because you're 'normal' and have goals in your life doesn't mean you're happy. Don't get me wrong I appricate everything I have and what everyone has done for me. But I'm just so empty and lonely. Figurativly I feel like nobody understands how I feel. I have very very few friends and even fewer people know how I actually feel. Ever since I was a kid I was cooped up in a room raised to be socially awkward and even over emotional. I'm not close to my family or friends like I want to be. I'm depressed and I'm trying to fix that about myself. I feel emphathy towards everyone I see and I understand what you're going through. Just because I haven't physically or mentally exprienced it doesn't mean I haven't seen it. I understand what it feels like to want to die, I understand the feeling of being ashamed or alone, I get the feeling of not being good enough, So please if you ever meet me please don't judge me physically or by the way I act. Because you never know what's behind closed doors.
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